Valley
I feel like a blind man in your sight.
I feel lost in your presence.
My life is yours. These are not words.
It is day 2, but what I say is true.
I know it will get darker before it gets light,
But I am with you through it all.
I trust in you.
You are my providence, my grace,
My comfort. And though I walk
Through the valley of the shadow
Of death I will fear no evil.
You are here.
You are my God, My King, My savior.
You are never far from me.
When I cannot see you, it is
Because my eyes have dimmed,
Not because your presence has been taken away.
Take me by the hand.
Take me with you.
I wan to see what you see.
Faith
My soul will not be crushed.
I am waiting on the glory
Of the risen Lord.
Although it feels like I
Have been led into the
Desert to die, starve and,
To laid waste by my
Enemies you are with
Me and my trust is in you
Egypt in its worst has
Become a temptation to
Me again. Yet I know the
Promise Land lay ahead of me.
One step, one prayer, one day
Closer to your glory.
I will go where you are.
I will close my eyes and
Walk by faith. I will go
Where the sounds of shrieks
Shake my soul, but it is where
Your voice says, “I am here.”
Living under the rule of God
Is like treasure I have sold
My life to go after.
You are all I want.
Something in the way
Is there something in the way?
Is there something between us?
Something that is stopping me from reaching you?
Touching you?
Seeing you?
Is that something in the way me?
Could it be you?
Could you be holding me off?
Is there something I’m not
Ready to see, experience, know?
If I were to see you
Would I still believe?
You came in humble human form.
Its hard to image my King
In beggars clothes.
Its hard to image my king
In flesh at all.
You have become the mythical
Dream figure I long to know,
But something in me says
Ill never see.
I’m so caught up on judging
By what my eyes can
See that I often miss
You outright, altogether.
Numbers
One maybe two say
I’m lucky to have met you
Three maybe four say
I’m crazy and you’re not real
Five maybe six say
I’m intolerant of their views because of you
Seven maybe eight say
I’m just like them; our gods are all the same
Nine maybe ten say
That’s nice but it is not for me
Eleven maybe twelve say
They believe but their lives have not changed
you wrote, them all?
Yes. I wrote an entry a day. These are just a few of them.